Poetry
May 26, 2025 at 18:32
every moment with you playing over in my head
the tapes thinning down, i’ve been mislead
she’s in my blood, my air, my bed
i breathe her all the same in my head
someone switched the film to white & black
all the memories are ruined when i look back
i can’t turn you off, forever out of frame
thinking more on it will never feel the same
i hate you and i feel some sort of shame
all the theatres are going up in flames
June 16, 2025 at 18:37
steel against flesh
i am undone
in this battle where no one has won
steel against flesh
the reds flowing out
its what i do when i can’t without
steel against flesh
do you feel it too?
the pain in your chest feels like a screw
steel against flesh
it feels so hot
i cant help it it’s all a lot
steel against flesh
my visions gone starry
and i really really am sorry
August 2, 2025 at 02:02
i am a snake
endlessly doomed to make the same mistake
ill eat your eggs whole
and writhe in pain when the shell breaks in my body
im a victim of my own mistakes
its a hard job no one will admit
tell me when the day comes
the day i can stop chasing my own tail
August 24, 2025 at 21:24
abusing my trust
every talk is left unjust
she wants to be admired
and i wanna be beside her
deep in my gut
the piece of her leaves a deep cut
stuck in a rut
a shard that reads like smut
so why must we make this harder
its not easy to be the martyr
she doesn’t wanna say goodbye
and i give her too many tries
September 19, 2025 at 23:23
last night i had a dream.
i had the ability to exit my body as a spirit.
and i used it to avoid you the whole time
im so sorry, i think as time goes on ill avoid you more and more.
although i can’t depart from my body anytime i wish, i can just avoid your texts.
and id say thats pretty much the same thing.
i realize as someone becomes less prevalent in my life it becomes easier to ignore them.
no matter how important they were to me.
this is a result of having relationships stolen from me, its easer to disconnect my feelings from people.
and while I become less important to you, i’ll care about you.
maybe not actively.
more so subconsciously, ill be thinking of you
and id say that’s pretty much the same thing
and while i am real, as i have blood and skin.
you wont be there to see it.
and one day, you wont be able to bring yourself to text.
just think about me, and care about me from afar.
cause id say that’s pretty much the same thing
October 3, 2025 at 15:38
this ones for the runner
doomsday is coming, make it past the summer
romanticize your actions, demonize my love
say it to my face, come touch me dove
emotionally lost, how do i connect?
in time i’ll learn you were correct
it could’ve worked, don’t let it be vain
the wheel spins once again
this ones for the roach
no good at quitting, i need a coach
simple as chili flake tea
let me be hurt, tell me im free
ravage me dove, come see the floor
don’t stop talking, ill always want more
leave while you can, don’t put me on a pole
this ones for the one i did wrong
which honestly could be anyone
feed off your feelings, keeps me sane
feelings invert, ive done it again
i need some space, just look at me
just one more night, how bad could it be?
wake up feeling used realize my mistake
thats it! no more! i wont partake
Febuary 8, 2026 at 01:50
dream of the days i see her golden glow
look forward to when i can hold her so
in her arms safe as can be
comes in her fluffy flea
every little noise, every groan
unable to resist her, way too prone
in her bed i take my vow
surely in the good times now